we had lost in te badminton inter-class ..
last mon cuz of a stupid teacher we didnt manage to play .
today only te single boy won te match .
i really do hate myself for nt able to be as gd as when i practising for it .
why i dun manage to do tat ?! 11-14 tis is wad we scored .
dissappointed in myself .
if nt for me , i think we will be able to win te match .
e5ians believe in us bt yet we let them down .
if only times could rewind back , i would confirm improve on it .
even if they blame me or nt , i will still blame myself .
blame myself for nt able to catch the ball .
blame myself for nt able to co-operate as well as when we trainin
blame myself for causing the losing of te match ....
reality is hurtful bt how can i make reality nt hurtful ?!
teach me plz .
if u know ...
