we had lost in te badminton inter-class ..
last mon cuz of a stupid teacher we didnt manage to play .
today only te single boy won te match .
i really do hate myself for nt able to be as gd as when i practising for it .
why i dun manage to do tat ?! 11-14 tis is wad we scored .
dissappointed in myself .
if nt for me , i think we will be able to win te match .
e5ians believe in us bt yet we let them down .
if only times could rewind back , i would confirm improve on it .
even if they blame me or nt , i will still blame myself .
blame myself for nt able to catch the ball .
blame myself for nt able to co-operate as well as when we trainin
blame myself for causing the losing of te match ....
reality is hurtful bt how can i make reality nt hurtful ?!
teach me plz .
if u know ...

haunted house today was gd .
as in gd profit :DD
me and huifang same table ((:
at first we were like losing sheeps .
bt after smtiimes we manage to calm down
smone go kick the chairs in front of me and HF then Hf kanna hit by the chair on her ears .
i know she was feeling pain .
cuz i also tio hit by the chair on my nose ...
huaren was so lame .. :DD
he tried to scare me bt in te end he get scared by me instead muahahaha
he also tried to scare xinjie and huifang and he succeed . bt too bad he fail to scare me :DD
three boys from sec 2 or 1 came in our haunted house for three times sia ..
they are so suppostive !!!
lov helping those actors to make-up !!
so fun .
today we earned 160 smt .
hope tmr will be fun too ^^

tiring !!!
juz came back from te borin yet funny poetry workshop .
tmr haunted house project gonna start leii !!
so excited (:
mon co was so bore .. i was Zzz-ing for most of the time ...
the conductor go say wat 1st point : syf april .
2nd point : we aiming for gold wif honours
3rd point : for now , we can only get sliver =.=''
4th point : we muz be united ....
blah blah blah and the list goes on ...
she spend 2hr lecturing ..
haiz .
she still force every of us to bring our instruments hm !!!
te most "f" thing she said !!!
bag already very heavy liaozxc still ask us bring cello hm .
if u ask me only bring hm then i be ok ok ..
bt the problem is fri still nie to bring back !!!!
haiz ...
tough life for me T^T.
plus we still nie to kao ji .(grade)
haiz ... stress !!!!
today was so unlucky ..
draw lote for the oral pic discussion , i get no.6 !!!
13th has always been my unlucky no ..
and today is the unlucky day .
13 u suck ^^
bought ice-cream after the workshop and ate it on our way to MRT .
me and waitheng buy chocolates chips
huifang and xinjie buy choc mints . :DD

actually wanted to post yesterday deii . bt yesterday sort of no mood to post so nv post .
today have the mood so post haha
yesterday PE we played badminton very fun ^^
miss lin ask us use our hands to throw te shuttle then i go swing my hands before throwing then she go tell the whole class =.='' haha bt is kk :DD teacher say is kk to do tat
CO : teacher was told by ZHSS teacher tat we have to catergory the good ones and bad ones ..
so we have a test !!! wat the ..... so sudden !
we everybody picked a no . and go to the front to play according to our no.
mine no . is 8 and i nie to play the songs instead of open strings .
open strings is so damn easy to play !!!!!
i was quite nervous ..
time flies >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
and it was my turn leii ..
after playing , teacher ask me giv him my paper . he wrote a 9 on my paper .
nt sure is the no . of the cello i using or my marks ..
after all 14 cellolists finish .. teacher ask hu nv get 8 and above stand up then i was shock ..
tat no is my marks !!! 9/10 sia ..
only 4 ppl which include me get 9 or full marks ..
then we nie to use the 4 new cellos T^T ..
so stress !!! using new cello mean u are gd and u are gd mean tat uu cnt make any mistakes !!
argh !! .......... being gd smt is nt gd ..
5.30 packed and went to CO room to have a meetin .
huang laoshi told us tat we will be playing the winter blah blah song durin mid-atumn ..
i wishh tat if i performing i will nt sit in front ..
cuz sittin in front is stress ! here i end my post :DD